I’m back at school now. Been going to school for about 4 days now, it’s been difficult… There’s this girl who is soo triggering. It’s not just that I’ve always competed with her, on everything.. She doesn’t know but for me that’s what it is. She is also the one me ex cheated on me with, and I know that that girl flirted with my ex during my entire relationship WHILE pretenting to be my friend. So she’s a bitch.

Well, everytime I see her I feel fat and disgusting, so today I was eating my snack and I saw her. She saw me. She saw me eat. And guess what I did. I through it away… I’ve come so far.. and one person, a horrible person can ruin all that.. I still eat lunch at home but how the hell will I ever be able to eat in school, in front of HER

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